I Can See Your LiesClaims of love lie on your lips,I Can See Your Lies by TearDropSoul
but only lust lies
within your brown eyes.
Last Time I CheckedLast time I checked,Last Time I Checked by TearDropSoul
and touching me
Men's SocietyNo one likes an intelligent girlMen's Society by TearDropSoul
because women are meant
to be seen
and not heard-
we stifle them with insults,
battery, and rape-
thinking their innocence
is ours to take-
and it is our job
to not care
and to not weep
for fear we become
one of them
and endure the same treatment
by our own brethren-
is the cruelty of society
Ever the ladyYou love my smilesEver the lady by fayth85
My girlish wiles
The swishing of my hips
My pouting lips
My style, my eyes
My oh so tender thighs
So tell me now, why is
the deal breaker always my penis?
Huh? How is finding me attractive gay?
I find that offensive, in every way!
I walk like a lady, talk like a lady
So hating me for it is simply crazy
From my stilettos to honey coated voice
You fell in lust with female traits, so just rejoice
My femininity is treasured and well defined
So loving me would only require an open mind.
Physical and Emotional beatingsOur Father, who art in HeavenPhysical and Emotional beatings by fayth85
I come with questions about my brethren
You see, there's much I don't understand
So I hope, through Your wisdom, You'll lend a hand
It's not my place to judge, cast blame or disrespect
Heh heh, you know me... always way too circumspect
Sorry. Alright, so here's the deal
If we're all entitled to the way we feel
Why are they using the bible to teach me I'm a sinner
Preaching my vileness to me over dinner
Telling me I'm going to burn in Hell
I can't change who I am, so it's just as well
Verse after verse, scripture after scripture
I've seen their point, I get the picture
Yet, isn't it written in Romans 3:23
That we ALL fall short, but all fingers point at me
See, now I'm a smart-mouthed brat
I don't have much patience, Father, can you help me with that?
The rant continues, begging me to remark
Just as stepping on its tail will make a dog bark
Leviticus 18:22, "Thou shalt not lay with mankind as with womankind: it is an abomination!"
I'm sorry Father, I could
The sweetest tortureIt's five in the morning, I've bathed and washed my hairThe sweetest torture by fayth85
Now it's just figuring out what I want to wear
Do I want to go the extra mile to look pretty?
Do I want to risk my world seeing me as a sissy?
Sometimes I wonder why I even care
I didn't ask for any of this, it just isn't fair
As I finger the metal piercing my earlobe
I sigh, gazing haplessly at my wardrobe
Do I want to dress as a girl, or as a guy?
How can so simple a dilemma make me want to cry?
Flashes of memories assault my mind
Reminding me: this world is rarely kind
So I grab a shirt and some worn out jeans
As I don them, I try to ignore the familiar scenes
My past, my present, my future, my vision's blurry
As all three blend into a Gothic flurry
I relive the nightmares in my conscious state
Why am I so subjected to senseless hate?
Tch, it's too early to philosophize
So I square my shoulders and dry my eyes
I deaden my senses, I harden my heart
Two things that have helped me from the start
This way, I won't care about rejec
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